Thursday, 15 November 2012

Time For A Change


The last time I spoke about Bolton we had just got a well deserved away win at Sheffield Wednesday and I had hoped it was going to be a start of a good run of results, alas that was not to be the case. In fact the optimism ended the next game with a 1-0 home loss to Crystal Palace, OK it was a close loss to a penalty too, however it was a performance that lacked desire and direction. A home game verses Leeds was next on a rainy Tuesday evening, this being a 2-2 draw. It had started so well with a Kevin Davies goal on 14 minutes, but a header from Byram made it 1-1 at half time in a game we had dominated. In the second half we started in a very lacklustre manner and it was no surprise when Leeds scored again, once again we found ourselves chasing a game, we did manage to draw level but so very nearly threw it away when Leeds hit the bar in the dying seconds.
Next up was Millwall away and no disrespect to them a game I fully expected us to win. Millwall slightly edged the first half and took the narrowest of leads into the break following a Henderson goal on 18 minutes. But we soon drew level after the break when Chris Eagles buried a low free-kick from just outside the area. Eagles had the opportunity to net his second from the penalty spot on 60 minutes, but this time his and our luck was out as his spot-kick was hammered over the bar, leaving Millwall to snatch the three points in the dying moments of the game.

After this run off bad results I was again in utter despair but for a change the owners of the club felt the same and decided it was time for a change and sacked our manager Owen Coyle.
It was the ideal time to do this as it was 2 weeks till our next game. As soon as the sacking happened the bookies were banding around the usual names but the club quelled the gossip by putting Jimmy Phillips in temporary charge. Jimmy Phillips’ first game in charge was Bristol City at home and with the sacking came a air of optimism, but that soon evaporated when we were trailing by two goals with 20 minutes played through Steven Davies’ early brace, but with Chris Eagles’ free-kick reducing the arrears going into half-time we then produced a spectacular second-half showing to win 3-2. Going into the next game at Wolves rumours were that Crystal Palace manager Dougie Freedman was going to join us. The game started well with us scoring early on, but with two quick Kevin Doyle goals we were behind at the break. But in the second half we totally dominated the play and the reward for the endeavour, pressure and quality of play finally came in injury time as Mark Davies struck a deserved equaliser. For the next game at Middlesbrough we were watched from the stands by new manager Dougie Freedman throughout the full game. Things had been looking good for us at the break as we went in with a 1-0 lead through Chung-Yong Lee. But with a great second half by Middlesbrough and two from Scott McDonald, a tap-in on 66 minutes and a close-range header five minutes before full-time – decided the game in the home side’s favour.

The Dougie Freedman era started with a home game to top of the table Cardiff. But by half-time it was not looking good, we looked lacking in ideas and were 1-0 down. However with some minor tactical tweaks and subs transformed us totally. The introduction of David Ngog was key, he was thrust into the action from on 63 minutes and he found the back of the net from an acute angle with virtually his first touch. However, it was ruled out for offside, he was soon heavily involved in our equaliser when he was brought down in the area, and fellow sub Petrov made no mistake from the spot, we were celebrating again five minutes later as Mark Davies’ cross found its way to Ricketts whose attempt was flicked in by Ngog, to give us the lead with just under 20 minutes remaining.
We were camped in our own penalty area as the closing stages unfolded, but there was still time for second-half hero Ngog to get sent-off as we hung on for all three points. We secured another point at home in a 0-0 draw against high-flying Leicester City, as Dougie Freedman continued his unbeaten start to life at the Reebok. The last game we played Freedman extended his unbeaten start as manager to three matches after an entertaining 2-2 draw at Blackpool. We twice went in front, firstly through Mark Davies’ third goal of the season on 17 minutes, however Tom Ince’s curling effort got Blackpool back level less than two minutes later. Chung-Yong Lee came off the bench to give us the lead for the second time deep into the second-half, scoring from close-range after good build-up play from Chris Eagles. But Blackpool rescued a point late on when substitute Nathan Delfouneso poked in from close-range after the ball had fallen loose inside the penalty area following Stephen Crainey’s free-kick.

Although Dougie Freedman has not set the place alight just yet there are encouraging signs. He has given us more fight and has made us more organised and harder to beat. I can see early green shouts of recovery, but I'm not getting too carried away.

Friday, 9 November 2012

MY LIFE WITH DMD


Where to start? I will start with a common question, which is Where you born that way? My normal answer being yes just to stop them bothering me. But my answer honestly should be no but I was born with the condition. The condition being Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy which is a neuromuscular disorder that causes muscle wasting.

I was initially diagnosed at 5 years of age via a muscle biopsy test. The first signs of there being a problem was brought up by my first school-teacher who noticed that during PE i was struggling to keep up with the other kids. From 5 onwards it became harder and harder for me to walk; with my ability to walk completely going at 11, this happening over a weekend where i simply could not get up, and i have been wheelchair bound ever since. To be honest i was glad when this happened.

When i started secondary school i got my first electric wheelchair which was of great benefit to me giving me the freedom and independence i needed. Although I stopped walking aged 11 I did continue to stand for a few years to come with the use of various different contraptions and through almost daily physiotherapy to keep my legs to take my weight. With the condition the limbs and joints especially the legs stiffen and wont straighten. This is why physiotherapy is needed to help prevent this, I also had two operations to lengthen tendons in my feet and knees to allow my legs to straighten. At the age of 15 the amount of pain i was in standing and the very limited time i could stand for i was forced to stop.

Another common problem caused by the condition is scoliosis or curving of the spine. This problem occurred for me around the time I was 16, the first way tried to help with this was to wear a brace, a corset-like appliance that fitted from armpits to hips and was used to prevent the progression of the curving. This for me did not work, so at 19 Surgery was recommended by doctors who thought my curve had a high likelihood of progression and that it would begin to interfere with my sitting and possibly affect functions such as my breathing. This surgery involved an incision on the back and involved the use of metal rods to correct the curve. The surgery was a total success, but did leave me the affect of not being able to lift my arms, so things such as not being able to feed myself occured.

The next major change in my condition was at 22 when i started using a non-invasive ventilator delivered through a face mask, i first used the ventilator during sleeping hours in order to give my lungs support and allow them to rest through the night. After a few years i started to use the ventilator during the day for more assistance and gradually i have increased the amount of time using the ventilator during the day as needed. At this moment in time i am off the ventilator for seven hours a day on average, this means if going out in the evening means taking the ventilator and using it with an external battery.

I was always aware that because of DMD that I was at high risk of colds and flu turning into chest infections which is why I have a flu jab every year. Although I knew this it was only when I was 26 that a cold became a bad chest infection, I in fact ended up with pneumonia and collapsed lung. The scary thing how quick it took hold and soon I could not breathe without my ventilator. I then spent nearly three weeks in hospital on oxygen through my ventilator, on strong antibiotics and using a cough assist machine to clear my chest. Since then touch wood no colds and flu's have got that bad because of a cough assist machine at home and by having antibiotics almost immediately to hand.

At the moment it is simple things that are getting harder to do, such as driving my wheelchair especially when my hands are cold, using my laptop, using the TV remote, my kindle and ps3. I also get tired very easily especially after days out which take a few days to recover from. I know that I am going to need to use my ventilator more and more eventually all-day I think.

So that's my life with DMD, I know that DMD will beat me one day but while I can I'm going live my life to fullest.

Friday, 28 September 2012

Hi everyone, this is my first attempt at a blog and to be honest its probably not going to be a very interesting one. This blog will feature my loves and hates, ups and downs and anything else thing that may occur in my life.

So i guess i had better introduce myself, my name is Matt i am 31 and i live in Astley in Manchester.
I am a huge Bolton Wanderers fan and have been for over 20 years, with my first match being a game against Hartlepool in the 1992/93 season. I am very into my music and can't go through the day without blasting some music at some point, i have a varied taste in music from folk to indie, rock to rap. I am a bit of a film buff and will watch almost anything, exceptions being rom-coms and crappy action films. And finally somethng you think i may have mentioned first but i don't like it to define me, i suffer from a condition called Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy (which i will fully explain in later posts) and use an electric wheelchair.

So you know a bit about me, so heres what has been going on in past few weeks.

It has been quite a depressing last 18 months as a Bolton Wanderers fan, starting with an embaracing 5-0 defeat to Stoke in the FA Cup Semi-Final and culminating in relegation from the Premier League in May of this year. I actually took the relegation in my stride, thinking that after a season of defeat after defeat that dropping down a league would mean wins would come easier and more often, but alas that has not been the case. It has actually been just as hard to win and even when we do its far from convincing. My opinion as to why this is, is that our manager Owen Coyle is not up to the job, but the owners don't seem to see this, so due to this i have put my feelings about him to one side and got behind the team. Since i decided to get behind the team we won at Sheffield Wednesday, in which reports say was our best performace of the season so far. So are things finally looking up?

It has been a great month for music with a lot of new album that i have bought on cd (yes i'm old school). Mumford & Sons new album Babel was out and i have to say it the boys have done it again.
It is an instant classic, they have knack of making songs that make me sad and joyous at the same time this is best shown in my favourite track Holland Road, i feel unfair picking a favourite song as i love them all. The Killers fourth album i got this month, to be honest on first listen i was quite dissapointed and no song jumped out and grabbed me. However after a good few listens it has truly grown on me, and songs like Flesh and Bone, Battleborn and Carry Me Home have grabbed me.
I also bought albums by The Vaccines and Two Door Cinema Club and my find of the year Of Monsters And Men.

Movie-wise in a rarity for i went to the cinema to see Killing Them Softly starring Brad Pitt. In the film Jackie Cogan (Brad Pitt) is a professional enforcer hired to investigate a heist that goes down during a mob-protected poker game. I also recently saw a James Stewart classic, Anatomy of a Murder. In it James Stewart is a lawyer defending a man who says he suffered temporary insanity after killing the man who raped his wife.

So that was my first post hope you enjoyed it.

Come back soon.

Matt